What does Lucille want? My mentor asked me to get that answer ready by our next conversation. It’s been eating me up. Today while chatting with TH, I surrendered the role of SM to LP. It felt good. Operations is not for me. I’m here to set the world on fire. I’m here to herald a new way of doing things. I’m here to bring change. I’m the catalyst! So what do I really want. I’d love to discover it. 

Lucille and Lucia and both of us answering to each other’s names. 

I’ve been feeling too much of the same for a long time. Long hair with curtain bangs is what I chose this time. Love it. Was bowled over when Vanesa told me to come back cause the colour wasn’t as intense as she wanted it to be. You get me girl. It took a few tries, but I’ve found someone who gets my hair. You still are my favourite stylist, Karina! 

A strange peace settled upon my soul today. Accepting that middle age means I don’t get complimented for being young… but I can be complimented for my presence, power, and energy. Accepting it and opening my eyes and feeling taller. The goddess is back!