Just because I haven’t written in a long time, doesn’t mean I haven’t forgotten you ma.
I miss you. Each day.
The only solace I find is in becoming more like you as time passes. Being the one family turns to for comfort. Being the one they ask for for prayers.
I’m not you mum. My faith isn’t strong enough for me. How will it carry others along? I do try me best though.
I never will be as wonderful as you.
I had you to hold on to. To pray for me. To guide me.
Now I’m just lost.
I miss you momma. No one will ever understand how much.